Ipda-in!♥

assalamualaikum..

Tahun 2009 bakal menutup tirai.. banyak yg berlaku sepanjang tahun ni.. menguji emosi sebagai seseorang yang menjangkau 20-an.. 13 july bermulanya hidupku sebagai seorang guru pelatih di Institut Pendidikan Guru kampus Darulaman.. akan kucoretkan serba sedikit tentang kehidupan di kolej.

bilikku..

tahun ni aku blaja 3 subjek.. bahasa melayu, bahasa inggeris n pendidikan jasmani..
bahasa melayu dibahagikan kepada dua iaitu bahasa melayu 1 & bahasa melayu 2. manakala bhs inggeris dibahagikan kepada 4 iaitu reading short stories, writing descriptive n narative essays, listening & speaking, grammar. pendidikan jasmani lebih kepada amali n amalan untuk kecemasan serta pengenalan kepada sains n kesihatan( amat bertuah bagi sesiapa yang mengambil sains sukan..)

amat menarik.. semuanya ibarat 'back to school'... kegiatan ko-kurikulum bagi sem ini ialah tenis dan warisan & kebudayaan iaitu teater.. amat menyeronokkan apabila dapat belajar sesuatu dengan lebih mendalam dan benda baru iaitu tenis..

tempat baru ibarat dunia baru, mengambil masa untuk menyesuaikan diri dengan keadaan serta mengenali orang sekeliling. 3 orang yang dapat menerima aku seadanye iaitu fifi, farah n fika..(3f). jujurnya dapat menganggap aku sebagai kawan baik tapi usia aku yang lebih setahun daripada diaorang menyebabkan sedikit jurang iaitu dengan menganggap aku sebagai kakak.. tetapi ape2 pun aku bersyukur untuk bersama diaorang selama 5 tahun sehingga dapat mengenggam segulung ijazah dan bergelar seorang pendidik..



3f =)Fika & Fifi, Farah

terima kasih atas segala2nyer..

'andai itu takdirnya'
n.A

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assalamualaikum..

one of my frenz asked me, y dun u update ur blog.. im waiting for ur next post..
sory.. coz lama dah tak update.. insya-Allah.. after exam ni aku akn kembali aktif berblog.. if blaja CAT lu kita panggil clossing account. so maybe blog seterusnya closing story 4 life at IPDa.. huhu.. bye2

'andai itu takdirNya'

luv,
n.A

dats da reason i love u

hikhikhik..
salam.. rindu kat blog.. tapi mmg bz sejak akhir-akhir ni.. next week ada amali pj.. kuzzz smangat. banyak benda tak siap tapi banyak halangan dan rntangan. masa pun tak smpat. mana nak kejar asg n nak wat latihan.. haih..
rindu nak relax.. but at da same tyme dah tak leh relax.. 2 more weeks we will face da exam..
smua macam dah cuak.. not everybody prepare..
im at home.. missing ee... my butterfly.. hakhakhak..
love u all... daa

'andai itu takdirNya'

luv,
n.A

Sebulan di IPDA..

assalamualaikumm...

hari ni baru ada peluang untuk mencoret serba sedikit tntg diriku di negeri org.. 13 july untill 13 of august.. huhu.. satu kehidupan yang luar biasa di IpDa.. betullah kata org nak jadi cikgu kna jadi anak murid lu.. kehidupan kat sana sama seperti kehidupan ku di sekolah.. apa yang berbeza ialah ku menetap di hostel.. dari segi pembelajaran dan aktiviti amat ku gemari.. cuma ntahlah macam mana nak cakap.. sem ini aku terlibat dengan teater dan tenis.. tapi semua tu tidak menghalang diriku memandang kan semuanya merupakan pilihan pertama yang aku sertai.. 30.9 tarikh pementasan teater ku buat kali kedua yang akan dinamakan malam anjung budi. manakala tenis? herm masih dalam perbincangan. lagu IPGM, lagu IPDA serta GURU MALAYSIA.. WAJIB dihafal.. lain sama skali ketika aku berada di IPB kerana tidak mempunyai lagu! huhu.. but its really fun to be a teacher. cant wait to c next tyme.. owh by da way.. for bloggers janagn lupa bangun awal untuk hari merdeka.. krn ku terlibat dengan sambutan hari kemerdekaan di kl.. jgn berganjak dari tv anda ;P..

'andai itu takdirNya'

luv,

n.A

New Place.. New Spirit..

Akhirnya... sampai jgak aku kat kedah...

6 jam drive dari kelantan.. penat...fuhhh.. lega jgak rasernya.. tyme tulis surat 'cinta' ni aku mengadap laptop kat taman siswa uum. haih.. nampak macm ader blok baru kat ipda.. harap2 aku akn duk kat sana.. kat taman ni pun slesa jgak tapi slesa duk dalam kolej ag.. nak duk dalam kolej (ngengada *3* ).. hikhikhik..

tapi yang pasti satu jer azamku.. biarlah aku berjaya kali ini.. ya Allah kuatkan semangatku.. kuatkan hatiku.. kuatkan azamku.. lindungiku dari sebarang bencana agar aku mampu mengatsi setiap ujian dari MU... Amin

'andai itu takdirNya'

luv,
n.A

Happy Birthday to me!!!

assalamualaikum..

today is my birthday.. haha.. im not TEENager anymore.. but still i can act one.. hahaha

thanx 4 those who wish 4 my birthday..

1. my mum tha couldnt call me eventually n call my sis to tell me that she wish me hepi bird day..

p/s: i should tell her 4 giving birth of me... hahaha

2. my boy. he n his housemate call me and singing to me birthday song in two version.. suara dia yg me'nyumbang'kan lagu tu..

p/s: thanx sayang.. mwahhh

3.Nirah-00:01a.m

Epy beDay

La d0lce nAdia..

A

N

D

Welcome 2 da club.. huahua

p/s: shes my bf wen both of us still womb.. hahaha.. da club is mean 20... hahaha

qiqi-00:01a.m

Hepi bufday ya, wish u gewd luck, murh rzki n hepi aweyz k..

p/s: thanx qi.. ape2 hal pun aku slalu maafkan mu.. hahaha

4. Wani615-00:03a.m

hepi befday 2 u.. hepi befday 2 u.. hepi befday 2 nadia aisyah.. hepi befday 2 u.. m0ga panjang umo n murah rezeki.. daa

p/s: thanx wani coz still remember birthday ya.. tak sangka.. harap persahabatan kita berkekalan

Lee-00:03a.m

LeE, iStErI dAn aNAk2 mEnGuCaPkAn:

Hepy BufDay Ya!

p/s: thanx lee.. tak sangka ko dah ader anak.. hahahah

5. Mim-00:13a.m

Nadia Aisyah..

happy birthday.. i called u. but u dont pick up.. smoga pnjng umur, murah rezeki..

hehe dah besar erk..

p/s: i wish i could pick up the phone.. thank you so much mim

Chua Yung An-00:13a.m

hepi b'day nadya :>

abg an anta mms tapi gprs takder line..

p/s:herm abg an.. rasa nya bukan salah line GPRS.. but my maxis hp.. mmg nadya tak set up unt mms... sowiiii.. hikhikhik.. n by the way.. thanx 4 da present..

6.Hidayah-00:31a.m

hidayah call me n wishing me hepi burfday.. poor her.. she waiting for me to give her da signal first... thanx honey

ZZZZZzzzzz....

7.manman2-07:20a.m

rizman call n wishing me slamat hari lahir.. thanx man coz sanggup risk urself.. tyme dia kol aku, hes still in the orientation.. katanyer sesi taaruf..

8. Abah-10:30a.m

Selamat hari jadi adik.. semoga adik dicucuri rahmat.. terima kasih atas ucapan hari bapa..

hahaha..

p/s: thanx abah.. aisyah janji akan buatkan abah bangga terhadap aisyah..

9.Amalina-11:30a.m

da beautiful one call me.. tapi malangnyer aku baru mandi.. so aku yang call dia balik.. she promise me for da present.. hihi tak sabar nak taw aper hadiah nyer..

10.k.Ina-14:50p.m

Happy bday syg!!

wish ol ur resolution will come true diz year!

take care n ol da best!

p/s:thanx k.ina... thank u sho mush..

11. My Bro DZ-15:00p.m

he came home n siging to me birthday song but zoo version..

p/s: hahaha.. i appreciate that.. dia akan blanja kfc tapi syaratnyer.. aku yang kna pergi beli.. ni membuli namanyer.. hahahaha

this list is from my cellphone.. n da numb is not from the heart.. 4 me all of u is my numb one!

Guru.. Oh.. Guru...

Jam menunjukkan 21.12 p.m... banyak lagi perkara yang perlu aku lakukan sebelum melelapkan mata.. tapi ingin ku coretkan sebelum aku terlupa....

26 Jun '09 11.22a.m

Mozart Rachmaninov berbunyi.. tandanyer ader msg masuk melalui handphone maxis ku...
ku hiraukan.. aku perlu bergegas untuk ke rumah sahabat baikku hidayah sebelum dia tertungu2...

26 jun '09 14.00p.m

Mengantuknyer... mana handphoneku.. owh msg.. ku bukak satu persatu..

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tawaran KPLSPM

boleh dibuat melalui SMS.

Taip MOEKPLSPM>

Jarak>NOKP

dan SMS ke

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Percubaan pertama ku tidak berjaya line BZ katanyer...

Hati mula berdebar.. perasaan tidak keruan.. aku mengambil wudhuk dan sujud pada yang Esa.. menyerahkan segala keputusan di tangan-Nya..

Usai solat aku mencapai S302... mula menaip panatas.. Kedengaran skali ag..

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IPGM KAMPUS DARUL AMAN.

Info lanjut layari

www.moe.gov.my..

Alhamdulillah.. akhirnya tercapai jgak impian ku untuk menjadi seorang guru. Semua orang2 tersayang ku hubungi secepat mungkin untuk berkongsi kegembiraan. Semua ahli keluarga ku yang terdekat mula rungsing kerana 27 June sepatutnya aku sudah bertolak ke Um kerana 28 June merupakan tarikh pendaftarannya..

Terima kasih tak terhingga buat ahli keluargaku, sahabat handai serta saudara mara yang terdekat atas sokongan padu...

'andai itu takdirNya'

luv,

n.A

Selamat Pagi Nadya

assalamualaikum...

my schedule is pack 4 today.. this mornig, aku kna jadi driver 4 my sis. she has to go to clinic 4 two times.. n send my granny back to machang.. actually im already sleepy now.. i woke up early today to check the moe result.. hurm.. but i can wait.. i think ('3').. when i surfed the web at 5.30 a.m on 1 july 2009 it still can work as usual.. but wen the clock stroke at 6.00 a.m.. the page cant be open.. huhu have a nice day bloggers (^3^)...

'andai itu takdirNya'

luv,

n.A

Makin Hari Makin Berdebar

Assalamualaikum..

rindu sgt kat blog ni.. sori coz dah lama tak mencoretkan aper yang tersirat kat hati ni. 28 of june ak akn daftar masuk UM.. sedih nak tinggal rumah n tv, but still hepi coz once more ak diberi pluang unt menceburi bidang baru. seminggu ni bz unt mempersiapkan segala borang2 untuk k UM.. tapi dalam seminggu ni jgak berharap sgt2 agar result Cikgu kluar. at least aku dapat membuat pilihan sekiranya terpilih untuk ke maktab.. hahaha.. herm ape2 hal pun agar dibukakan pintu rezeki agar dapat mencapai impian ak unt menjadi seorang guru. tapi skrg ni ak bersyukur sgt2 coz dah dapat further stadi.. Thanx YA Allah..

'andai itu takdirNYa'

luv,

N.a

NURSE

assalamualaikum..

Alhamdulillah, 8 june baru ni aku dapat result dari Um. akhirnya interview aritu berjaya ku lalui hinggakan mampu menempatkan diriku di UMMC. InsyaAllah UM akn ku pergi sekiranya aku tidak mendapat panggilan dari maktab. tapi wat masa ni aku gembira dengan peluang ni.. terima kasih YA Allah. malam ni tak der aktiviti sangat.. khadeeja makin mesra ngan ku.. hehe.. aku makin suka dengan dia(b4 dis jeles) herm.. hope semuanyer berjln ngan lancar. AMin...

'andai itu takdirNya'

luv,

n.a

Home Shweet Home..

assalamualaikum..

we will come to the end of the May.. next year i will get result for Um and Maktab.. harap dapat salah satu.. (dapat dua2 pun ok :p) herm last sunday my first and only niece dah hirup udara segar di kelantan.. Nur Khadeeja.. Shes fine after afew days in NICU... cannot be the youngest one in my family now but still appreciate it..( Im more cute than her :P) hahahaha.. more colourful when she come to our life although she juz sleep!.. Khadeeja.. this is the first blog about u.. hope u r fine.. i love u ! mwahh...

'andai itu takdirNya'

luv,
n.A

Everyone Is Beautiful

akhirnya tamat juga interview.. fuhhh.. lega rasanya.. juz skrg waiting for the result.. ape yg akn dapat nanti adalah yang terbaik untuk diriku.. haha.. hari ni spending time at jusco.. for the first time.. im feel regret because of shopping.. herm.. tapi rasa i will change my habbit.. haha.. thats all for today...

p/s: hope i can buy killy for a mocking bird by harper lee.. (tapi duit habis :( )

'andai itu takdirNya'

luv,
n.A

BEsoK

dear blog,

tomorrow, early in the morning, i will prepare myself to go to kl.. for my interview next monday at UMMC. its a lot of thing that i want to share, my ulcer its getting better n better, to my mum i already wish her 'hapi mother's day' next year it will include my sister.. to my teachers 'hepi teacher's day' and to my papa 'hepi father's day'...

i want to be the best candidate during the interview.. quite nerves and its make me cant wait.. anyhow.. 'pray 4 me' :P

'andai itu takdirNya'

luv,

n.A

DUgaanNya

18 may, is my second interview after the maktab.. interview kedua ni kat UMMC as a nurse.. wish me luck.. hope i get the oppurtunity. but, this week my health is bad. i have cough, flu, and fever.. 4 medicine that i have to take almost every 8 hours, first Rinafort for my flu, second Ospexin for my antibody and as usual paracetamol for my fever.. sweet red syrup for my cough.. usually i like to take medicine but lately it make me sick.. huhu.. today i want to study about swine flue(tell me if im wrong) or H1N1... and make some research about world health organization. ulcer in my mouth getting bigger and make me lost my appetite. i need my watermelon frost. the salt doesnt change anything.. hope evrything will be okay b4 my interview...

'andai itu takdirNya'

luv,

n.a

Guru!!!!!!!!!!!

assalamualikum..

hari ni ialah hari yang menetukan sama ader impian ku akan tercapai atau pun tidak. masa intebiu tadi semua dah wat sehabis mungkin. i show my true color. try to compete with the others. and i hope i will get it.. i pray to Allah to get it.. i Tawakal to Allah to get it.. I WILL GET IT (in Allah's will).. thanx for the experience.. ujian sahsiah mampu ku siapkan dalamm 30 minit.. berdebar dan takut krn bmbg tak sempat nak siapkan. interview kumpulan kitaorg kna bincangkan punca pergolakan dunia dan adakah kita mampu mencapai keamanan di dunia ini. masa nielah idea membuak2 nama dr. ahmadinejad barrack hussien obama meniti mulutku ini.. ingin ku bincangkan macam rancangan astro awani.. haha.. sampai semua org kata semangat betul awak ni. aku merupakan orang pertama dipanggil untuk interview individu.. hati makin berdebar.. degupan jantung makin laju.. masuk bilik interview, interviewer tgh susun krusi.. hehe(nak amik ati tolonglah susun jugak tapi ikhlaslah coz interviewer nampak dah tua, budi bahasa budaya kita).. 'nadia aisyah azmin' macam mana perasaan.. hahaha jujur j ku jawab soalan.. saya gementar, takut, teruja gugup semua bercampur.. senyum je dia.. dari perasaan ku sampailah perbualan kami menjurus knapa pendidikan khas menarik perhatian ku sedangkn prestasi ku baik dalam math, falsafah pendidikan khas, teras ke-3 PiPP, isu semasa... semua blh ku jawab dengan lancar.. interviewer ke 2 masuk campur, mlihat ku dengan tenang dan bertanya, 'why u choose special education, and honestly why u want to be a teacher?'

'i want to be a teacher, like mahatma gandhi said if u want to change the world u must serve people. i want somebody listen to me when i speak, i wnt somebody look at me, i wnt too change the world. and i believe with this profession i can make the world listen to me although not through me but through my students through my education... i want my teacher proud of me as their student and one day i want my student proud of me because im their teacher.special education is something that most of people ignore.. but i believe.. they also can make a different.. i want to love them, care about them be their buddies, i want to challenge myself and be a versatile teacher and thats the meaning when u want to be a teacher.'

thank you miss nadia.. hope to c u soon.,.

thank you

p/s: wanna say thanx to syamim and syafiq for telling me their experience, my 'Cikgu Wan' always be there for me.. my aunts and uncles for their support, my love that give me inspiration, my bestfrenz never give up to convince me, my siblings that always be a fire in my heart.. to umi and abah thanx for ur loves, prayers, u r the best.. for the bloggers thanx for the information!

'andai itu takdirNya'

luv

n.A

Tuhan Saja Yg Tahu

assalamualikum..

beratnya dugaan Tuhan terhadap diriku hari ni.. Hri ini persiapan terakhir bagi menghadapi temuduga hari rabu nanti. temuduga yang aku tunggu2kan.. yang membolehkan aku jadi seseorang yang aku impikan. Terima Kasih ya Allah atas dugaan-Mu, pertolongan-Mu dan terima kasih atas segala2nya..

Andai itu takdirNya

luv,

n.a

Yesterday & Today..

herm.. after 10 hours journey from jb to gm.. i finally arrived at gm at 4.30.. waiting for my mother to pick me up.. herm from gm i drove back to tm and after that we have tea time at kb.. all the things was exhausted.. my left hand felt so tired because of the car(manual) and have to deal with the traffic at kb and the wheather that raining heavily all the way back from kb to tm.. all night i working out my esei for my interview... and today i met my teacher to deal with the certificate and all sort of things.. and tonite.. im not taking my bath yet. n my bro n father keep staring at me.. as for sure to remind me about reading the book for next wed... see u all.. daa..

'andai itu takdirNya'

luv,
n.a

MY day..

Woke up early today.. became a 'housewife' for my sis.. made breakfast for her and let her sleep.. juz finished watched oprah and done some research. after this i have to be adriver cause my sis need to see a doc today. shopping for my interview and packing my stuff for tomorrow. tomorrow i will go back to my homeland.. breathing more fresh air.. see u..

luv,

n.a

lying on my bed

ola..


typical gurls day..


reading twilight for hundreds time..


and reading the 'Cikgu' books for my preparation...


and looking up 4 this hot guy..

LOve Him!

luv,

n.a

eVERY bREATH tHAT i TAKe

Hai..

Appreciate to all the things that happen to me lately.

Thanks to Allah S.W.T for all the things...

First of all i got interview in kl.. i got he job..

Second I got interview for BPG...

Had to plan properly..

because all the things that happen its something that i really want

something that i dream about..

the law of attraction always there..

be positive.. be optimistic..

luv,

N.a

Keep Moving Forward

u did not learn from success but u learn something from failure.. it doesnt mean dat u ve to fail but its mean wen u failed dun eva give up and look something that u learn from failure.. u r sumbodi wen u learn from fail..

K.M.F

N.a

Its easy..

easy to say that someday i will be somebody.. easy to admit that u can be somebody.. without any willingness to say that im willing to sacrifice.. im willing to do anything that can make me success without hesitation... to do something that will make u be somebody... Ya Allah.. hope one day with Your willingness i can be somebody.. and i make sure i will do 'something'...

n.a

Gotte be Somebody (i mean it)

This time, i wonder it feels like

to find the one in this life, the one we dream of

but dreams aren't just enough

so i'll be waiting or the real thing, i'll know it by the feeling

the moment we're meeting, will play out like a scene

straight of the silver screen

so i'll be holding my breath, right up 'till the end

untill that moment when, i find the one that i'll spend forever with

Cause nobody wants to be the last one there

Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares

Someone to love with my life in their hands

There's gotta be somebody for me like that

Cause nobody wants to go it on their own

And everyone wants to know they're not alone

There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere

There's gotta be somebody for me out there

Tonight, out on the street, out in the moonlight

And dammit this feels too right, it's just like déja vu

Me standing here with you

So I'll be holding my breath, could this be the end?

Is it that moment when, I find the one that I'll spend forever with

Cause nobody wants to be the last one there

Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares

Someone to love with my life in their hands

There's gotta be somebody for me like that

Cause nobody wants to go it on their own

And everyone wants to know they're not alone

There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere

There's gotta be somebody for me out there

You can't give up, (when you're looking for) a diamond in the rough (cause you never know)When it shows up, (make sure you're holding on)

Cause it could be the one, the one you're waiting on

Cause nobody wants to be the last one there

And everyone wants to feel like someone cares

Someone to love with my life in their hands

There's gotta be somebody for me, oh

Nobody wants to go it on their own

And everyone wants to know they're not alone

There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere

There's gotta be somebody for me out there

Nobody wants to be the last one there

Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares

There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere

There's gotta be somebody for me out there

my situation

everyday we walk in to the path .. whether the same path or not it is something that up to us.. and now im wallking through the path with a different feelings.
a feeling that i guess depressed. im not optimistic like i was before.
something changing in my feeling, in my hormone and even in my brain..
this time wen i felt.. im making mistake along my life..
and once again i dun know from wer i have to start...
at this time im feeling lost
lost in a straight road
blind in a condition that i can see
lost my voice wen i can speak
i lost my sense
sense of being human
lost my identity..
tired of being rejected
from there it give me two meaning
whether u have to step up or juz shut up
please... please.. please..
i dun have sense anymore

hidup ini...

dalam hidup ini banyak yg kita sesalkan. tapi itu semua bukanlah satu penyesalan. kerana ape yg berlaku ader sebabnya dan perkara yang berlaku adalah mengikut ketetapan olehnya dan ini semua mematangkan fikiran dan membuatkan diri kita lebih wajar dalam membuat keputusn. selama ini, byk telah berlaku dalam kehidupan, kita berkongsi dan kita lebih rela menyimpan dari berkongsi.. herm.. jangan mengeluh.. berusaha dan terus berusaha.. blog ini dihasilkan untuk insan bernama nadia aisyah azmin dan untuk insan yang mengambil berat tentang diriku.. terima kasih.. terima kasih untuk segalanya.. harap ini salah satu langkah untuk menguatkan lagi emosi ini.. mwahhh

N.A

my name

my name is nadia aisyah
daughter of azmin n daswati
sister of azwawi, azwiyana, and dzulkhairi
aunty of new born nephew
bestfrenz of hidayah. ashin, amalin. syima, riz
neighbour of kak nun, kak zan, cik dah
student of my beloved teacher nor zakiah harun
x-student of accounting..
and Im a slave of Allah