Yesterday & Today..

herm.. after 10 hours journey from jb to gm.. i finally arrived at gm at 4.30.. waiting for my mother to pick me up.. herm from gm i drove back to tm and after that we have tea time at kb.. all the things was exhausted.. my left hand felt so tired because of the car(manual) and have to deal with the traffic at kb and the wheather that raining heavily all the way back from kb to tm.. all night i working out my esei for my interview... and today i met my teacher to deal with the certificate and all sort of things.. and tonite.. im not taking my bath yet. n my bro n father keep staring at me.. as for sure to remind me about reading the book for next wed... see u all.. daa..

'andai itu takdirNya'

luv,
n.a

MY day..

Woke up early today.. became a 'housewife' for my sis.. made breakfast for her and let her sleep.. juz finished watched oprah and done some research. after this i have to be adriver cause my sis need to see a doc today. shopping for my interview and packing my stuff for tomorrow. tomorrow i will go back to my homeland.. breathing more fresh air.. see u..

luv,

n.a

lying on my bed

ola..


typical gurls day..


reading twilight for hundreds time..


and reading the 'Cikgu' books for my preparation...


and looking up 4 this hot guy..

LOve Him!

luv,

n.a

eVERY bREATH tHAT i TAKe

Hai..

Appreciate to all the things that happen to me lately.

Thanks to Allah S.W.T for all the things...

First of all i got interview in kl.. i got he job..

Second I got interview for BPG...

Had to plan properly..

because all the things that happen its something that i really want

something that i dream about..

the law of attraction always there..

be positive.. be optimistic..

luv,

N.a

Keep Moving Forward

u did not learn from success but u learn something from failure.. it doesnt mean dat u ve to fail but its mean wen u failed dun eva give up and look something that u learn from failure.. u r sumbodi wen u learn from fail..

K.M.F

N.a

Its easy..

easy to say that someday i will be somebody.. easy to admit that u can be somebody.. without any willingness to say that im willing to sacrifice.. im willing to do anything that can make me success without hesitation... to do something that will make u be somebody... Ya Allah.. hope one day with Your willingness i can be somebody.. and i make sure i will do 'something'...

n.a

Gotte be Somebody (i mean it)

This time, i wonder it feels like

to find the one in this life, the one we dream of

but dreams aren't just enough

so i'll be waiting or the real thing, i'll know it by the feeling

the moment we're meeting, will play out like a scene

straight of the silver screen

so i'll be holding my breath, right up 'till the end

untill that moment when, i find the one that i'll spend forever with

Cause nobody wants to be the last one there

Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares

Someone to love with my life in their hands

There's gotta be somebody for me like that

Cause nobody wants to go it on their own

And everyone wants to know they're not alone

There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere

There's gotta be somebody for me out there

Tonight, out on the street, out in the moonlight

And dammit this feels too right, it's just like déja vu

Me standing here with you

So I'll be holding my breath, could this be the end?

Is it that moment when, I find the one that I'll spend forever with

Cause nobody wants to be the last one there

Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares

Someone to love with my life in their hands

There's gotta be somebody for me like that

Cause nobody wants to go it on their own

And everyone wants to know they're not alone

There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere

There's gotta be somebody for me out there

You can't give up, (when you're looking for) a diamond in the rough (cause you never know)When it shows up, (make sure you're holding on)

Cause it could be the one, the one you're waiting on

Cause nobody wants to be the last one there

And everyone wants to feel like someone cares

Someone to love with my life in their hands

There's gotta be somebody for me, oh

Nobody wants to go it on their own

And everyone wants to know they're not alone

There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere

There's gotta be somebody for me out there

Nobody wants to be the last one there

Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares

There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere

There's gotta be somebody for me out there

my situation

everyday we walk in to the path .. whether the same path or not it is something that up to us.. and now im wallking through the path with a different feelings.
a feeling that i guess depressed. im not optimistic like i was before.
something changing in my feeling, in my hormone and even in my brain..
this time wen i felt.. im making mistake along my life..
and once again i dun know from wer i have to start...
at this time im feeling lost
lost in a straight road
blind in a condition that i can see
lost my voice wen i can speak
i lost my sense
sense of being human
lost my identity..
tired of being rejected
from there it give me two meaning
whether u have to step up or juz shut up
please... please.. please..
i dun have sense anymore

hidup ini...

dalam hidup ini banyak yg kita sesalkan. tapi itu semua bukanlah satu penyesalan. kerana ape yg berlaku ader sebabnya dan perkara yang berlaku adalah mengikut ketetapan olehnya dan ini semua mematangkan fikiran dan membuatkan diri kita lebih wajar dalam membuat keputusn. selama ini, byk telah berlaku dalam kehidupan, kita berkongsi dan kita lebih rela menyimpan dari berkongsi.. herm.. jangan mengeluh.. berusaha dan terus berusaha.. blog ini dihasilkan untuk insan bernama nadia aisyah azmin dan untuk insan yang mengambil berat tentang diriku.. terima kasih.. terima kasih untuk segalanya.. harap ini salah satu langkah untuk menguatkan lagi emosi ini.. mwahhh

N.A

my name

my name is nadia aisyah
daughter of azmin n daswati
sister of azwawi, azwiyana, and dzulkhairi
aunty of new born nephew
bestfrenz of hidayah. ashin, amalin. syima, riz
neighbour of kak nun, kak zan, cik dah
student of my beloved teacher nor zakiah harun
x-student of accounting..
and Im a slave of Allah